that there are so many things that MAKE me connect to the world, yet i feel so incredibly disconnected?
how is it that technology is always pounding things into my head, yet i don't seem to be catching on to any of it?
maybe they're all distractions...i cant seem to get down to the core of things and just think about them and connect to them.

i am losing my mind

its been 6 years already!! i remember sitting in science class talking about nimbus clouds and everyone started to leave...i thought it was just something my mom missed at the pta meeting. going home to see it just blow up was not realistic. i thought it was some kind of movie my parents were watching. i didnt understand. now i do. it was a terrible, terrible thing that happened. rest in peace for those who passed on. and for those who lost loved ones-its amazing how brave they are.